Have been really bad with posting this week mostly due to that I am absolutely flat out at work... I have somethings to vent here of the impressions I have these past few days...
Who here has truly experienced the dark side of this world? Where when you have troubles, ppl take an extra step on you? When you are in need, thats when people steal from you? When you have questions, people hide away from you? As I grow older, I am suppose to be turning more wiser and experienced but does wiser and experience mean that I now know how to be evil, ruthless and heartless to all people standing in my way (regardless if my way is the road to succession or not)?? For the past few weeks, I have had a very personal encounter with said incidents and I just feel brokened down... am I too naive for this blood sucking world? When I come to think of it, the people that are actually rich actually are the people that are immune to emotions and set up these ruthless set of policies so that everyone needs to succumb to their rules..... do I have to become like that to be successful?
So it comes down to a few questions for me.... do you rather be:
1) stupid, innocent, naive when everyone at the back is thinking how the hell you can survive on earth but you are happy
2) smart but everyday you think of new tricks to fight down competitors and you become rich but not necessarily happy
I vote for 1.... i just cant be bothered to fight everyday for money which prob doesnt make me happy but more like unhappy or dissatisfied because I expect more and more as i get more and more...
thanks for listening up to those who are reading this ...
had a brainstorm of incidents where people were once a upon a time lifted up high in the sky making these people feel like they are in heaven but was thrown down to the ground with extra pebbles/rocks coming along after them.... just to name a few just out on top of my head
Gemma Ward
Michael Jackson
Mischa Barton
